When I saw the older version of me at first I kinda freaked out. I sure did not vocalize it to the extent that some of the girls did, but inside I was not happy to see it. One of my biggest fears is aging. I have been using anti-wrinkle cream since I was in high school. I get spa treatments regularly to prevent aging. I thought for sure the Les Deux challenge going to be an interesting challenge. I did not even think I was going to get into the club, and I definitely didn't think I was actually going to get people to buy me drinks and give me their phone numbers. I looked horrible!!!! I had wrinkles all over, my skin was peeling off, I had brown marks all over my face, my hair was gray and ratted, I was fat, and my outfit was ridiculous. I had to wear an all black jumpsuit. I looked like a ghost buster gone bad! My strategy for winning the challenge was simple. I just decided I was going to act as if it was Halloween. I decided to play it up and have fun with it. I was over the top outgoing and had a blast. I was dancing and drinking and flirting. I found it easy to make fun of myself and laugh at myself with everyone I met. My motto for the night was "I am old, I am ugly and wrinkly, and I have junk in my trunk, but hey I still got it baby!!!" I just let loose and did not care what others thought. Apparently it worked. Everyone was awesome. They all seemed to treat me absolutely no different than any other night out. Well except for the door guy, he made us wait in line :( Overall, the whole night was so much fun! I have been under so much stress and pressure in the loft. I am usually the fun, energetic life of the party type of girl. Even though I was made up to look nothing like myself, it was the most I felt like myself since I had been here. I am a huge goofball at heart and it was great to just be goofy, look horrible, have a great time and just not care. I really needed a fun night out like that, and to top it off I won a mani/pedi and massage for two. I was so thrilled!!!! I love spa treatments and I had not had access to any of that in like forever!!!! I chose Katie to accompany me because I thought she did the second best at the challenge and I wanted to show both Katie and the judges that I really was trying. When Ana flipped out I was shocked. I was not expecting that and I could not believe she did it. We were all so close to the end. I could not just understand why she would give up like that. It was obvious she deserved to go home. She almost begged for it by her actions.
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